Friday, September 25, 2009

Taking a minute to whine like a little whiner.

Some things shouldn't bother me, but they do. I know good and well as they're bothering me that they shouldn't bother me, but I can't seem to shake the fact that they do bother me.

I know I'm being completely vague, but I'm irritated, and there is no point in calling people out. Where would that get me? I try to stay out of the drama, remember?

This is a message to anyone I know personally.

The next time you whine to someone else about how I'm 'stuck up' and never call, take a step back and ask yourself when was the last time you called me. Yeah, think about that.

Ah...to use my computer...?
To try to borrow money?

I'm confident that this will be the most popular answer:

You haven't taken the initiative to call me. It's always the other way around. Or we haven't talked in months.

There's a reason I never call or send you messages. Because I'm tired of everyone only contacting me when it benefits them in some way. I'm sick of being the go-to for computer needs, but no one is there to talk to me when I need someone to talk to.

I'm being selfish right now, I realize that--so there is no need for you to say it.

Those who I'm not referring to, know better than me saying this about them. If you're having doubts, I'm probably referring to you too.

For those of you who think I should come to you at your leisure, and be there when you need me, but don't think it's necessary to be there when I need you....I only have on thing to say to you.

Go to hell. (Assuming that there is one, of course.)

And if there isn't, well then, just keep my damn name out of your vocabulary. You have no right to talk shit about me when you don't even know me anymore.



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