Monday, September 21, 2009

Creative dryspell nearing an end?

Maybe.

I feel like drawing today...a little.
I also feel like reading, but evidentally not enough to pick up a book.
BLAH!

What is wrong with me? Garsh.

I sometimes wonder if I'm losing myself. I put all of my effort into what I do, as I should. I'm a mother, and a stay at home mother at that. I'm Mommy, 24/7. There is never a Me-Moment. I'm fine with that.

Usually.

But lately I feel like maybe I'm losing sight of who I am. The desire to do the things I love to do, the things that make me me, are slowly fading. I'm hoping today is a turning point. The fact that I actually feel like doing something for a change is a step forward I suppose.

Maybe this computer is my problem. Instead of leaving it alone to do something else, I spend what little free time I have on the internet. Doing nothing important.

I think tomorrow I'll leave it off. Completely. Not even turn it on. Then maybe I can focus on finishing one of the two drawings I have waiting for me. Or read one of the five books that are due back in less than two weeks.

Think I can do it? We'll see I guess.

THIS IS MY 100TH POST! Doesn't seem like it...

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